I have been unactive for some time, my latest piece is the new shadingless style. I really miss harpg, and the people from the community. I miss entering competitions, I just miss the whole worry-free time I used to spend with my own stable and horses.
Now that I draw for a living, it's kinda hard to relax and draw for myself, just for fun. I always feel like I waste my time, it's really stressful actually. That's where my stable became neglected. But.... it made me think, I also need to have something for myself right? And harpg was that for me, something relaxing.
So I was thinking to just start drawing again, but I might make some changes. Maybe a whole new stable, I am not sure for now. I also wanna create a better story, more like an ongoing one, with here and there a couple of pictures outside that story. Maybe I'm making it hard for myself, but I can't help it, I am a detailfreak, a perfectionist. When something bothers me, it creates a huge artblock. Stupid... I wish I could think easier haha.
I am also thinking about the breeding part of harpg... in the beginning I just loved the horses I had, I couldn't even think of aging them, breeding them and in the end, letting them die. But as soon as I started I loved it, but it also made it harder to bond with horses. Because the aging went a bit fast sometimes... So I might change that and stop breeding and aging at all. Just aging when I feel like it. Or something.
Anyways, just sharing my thoughts.... A cookie if you read it all!